Ok so im just venting my anger towards my own stupidity. Girls are a pain in the ass. I know i shouldnt be looking for a gf, and all that shit..but honestly im tired of this sngle bullshit. I really wish i could just treat a girl how she should be treated. I live in the middle of fucking no where...with almost no girls. SR..the big city near me is an hour away. And that wouldnt work with a relationship, cause its an hour away, and coming home at 3 am cause i went out doesnt seem very fun..although it oculd be worth it.
Bascially i dont even know what the fuck im ranting about, but im annoyed at myself for being such a pussy when i had the chance with girls, and when i got the chnace i fucked up big time.
I need a rant smiley..nvm found one.