Also forgot to mention, if you're that upset about losing your women but KNOW you'll end up together in the future, that's retarded. I've seen tons of my friends go through the same thought process and it hasn't happened to any of them yet. If you want to be with her, just not right now, then you should NEVER be with her at all. Take my advice (I'm Dr. James today), I've been dating Nikki for nearly 6 years now. High School sweethearts. I've had the same idea right after HS, that we'd break up and end back up together. It doesn't work that way man. Things change. Either you change with each other like Nikki and I have done, or you forget about it. Again, a very small percent of people will ever end back up together with the kind of situation you're in. If you truly love this girl and not being with her is upsetting you to the point you want to sell your bimmer (which to me is a clear sign that you do love her because jesus christ man, it's a BMW!) then I think you need to work it out with her. Now obviously, I don't know the full story, and truthfully, I don't want to know it so don't IM me about, but from the sounds of it you need to be with her. Peace bro.