i'm loking for a career, not just let me do some time, feel special, get out. and i wanna make a difference, even if that means that NOBODY ever knows what i did. as long as i go to sleep at night KNOWING i made a difference, thats all that matters.
I came to this revelation while listening to my dad blast me for my wasted freshman year. I realized i'm tired of fitting into this family norm of going to law school, med school, being an engineer, banker, etc all these high paying jobs because the only thing i've learned from this is that everyone on my dad's side of the family follows these norms and they all shrare two common characteristics, they are all rich, and they all hate their jobs. Its not money that motiviates me, its going to bed knowing i made a difference that motivates me.
I'm thinking marines or army, i couldn't get air force (no MEP appeal for ritalin/add/adhd in the air force, i'm not into ships, subs, all that stuff. i think the army or the marines would fit quite well.
i also did a mock IST today and got 13:27 on the two mile run 79 situps in two minutes and 53 pushups in two minutes, so all in all, i think i'm in pretty good shape.