When you have absolutely no fucking idea what just happened, what is going on, or what someone is thinking?
Ive been friends with this chick for a while, and she asked me to prom (shes a senior), so i called her up and asked her to chill with me today after school, so me, her, and her friend go to the beach along with my other friend who was only with us for like 2 hours or so... anyway, we chill all day long and have a pretty good time.. I go home and meet her parents, which i thought was fucking weird and like totally pushing me into some weird relationship because of how she introduced me.. like as a boyfriend or something, anyways, i have dinner, blah blah, her friends leave and i am chilling with her alone in her room.. she is being really awkward and there is mucho tension.. we're watching a movie btw.. so after like 30 minutes or so of chilling there i just look at her and move in for a kiss, i say something stupid like 'i have wanted to kiss you for the longest time' and we make out for about 10 seconds
anyway she has absolutely no idea how to kiss, i mean its not that bad, but she definetly was really tense and was having trouble letting herself go.. so i was just like slowing way down and then she backed off as if she wanted me to get ontop of her, so i do... then we kiss again, and about 10 seconds later she is like 'hmmmph, this is really weird', and i agreed with her. So i backed off and we started talking.. probably the only good thing at this point was that the first kiss pre-tension was gone so it wasnt awkward at all.
Then she goes on to tell me that i really dont know her, that shes never had a boyfriend before (why would this matter at this point?) and that shes never hooked up with a guy except for when partying. So i just look at her and i ask her 'What just happened?' and i tell her that i dont even care, she can tell me absolutely anything at all.. then she says that she really likes me and i ask her if she had a good time today. She replies that she really did and i tell her that i like her a lot too. Then we talk more about what happened and i let her know that im not pressuring her into anything at all, then she somehow starts talking about how shes not sure if she wants a relationship, and i just am like WTF!?!, (thinking to my self i am like: when did i ever let you think that i wanted a real relationship?) then i tell her i like her and that i just wanted to have a good time tonight.. then she chills out and we finish the movie.. talking a little about random shit inbetween. I say ive got to go, and i head downstairs... she follows me about 10 seconds later and stands by the sink as im getting a drink. When i finish my drink i put it down and she looks at me and gives me a big ass hug.. and i am just like dumbfounded.. i look at her and i just say, you realize how fucking ass backwards confused i am right now.. and i am just like whatever, and i say il talk to her later and i leave...
So i ask you all, what the fuck happened to me tonight? Is this chick just straight up fucking insane, or is there something im not seeing here?